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It's not like I have never been bored. But this time it's different. I have been bored too much , to death. And I am almost at a point where I don't feel like doing anything.Not to mention this is my final year at grad school and I should be looking to do something productive.I have no reason for not doing anything. It is just that poof, I stated hating my studies , I started hating my college , I lost all interest in girls .I don't know much but it feels empty in my stomach . But I don't feel like eating. That day I went out to a fancy restaurant and all I had was soup.My interests seem to wander just too much. It wasn't like this earlier; I had it under control. But now I can't stop it. Just cant focus on anything.
I will update soon.
Bye 

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