Existential Absurd

Just as I was about to start writing this entry , I have been rudely reposed by a chat message ; I have been chatting since I was 13 and no please I don't enjoy it anymore. Neither do I enjoy texting . They seem to provide extraordinary hiatuses in my thinking. And perhaps the replies are all the same and have become boring ..I can guess 16 times out of 20 who is going to reply what ..yes I have done this . Why do u think a guy who sent about 200 texts everyday give up suddenly??  Also ,sometimes people don't bother replying .(yup someone particular) You might wonder what do I mean when I say 'my thinking' .To be  true,  even I don't remember what I think about. Of course I have this memory problem... ( my sister once told me I don't have a memory problem ; accordingly she says people remember what they like to remember ..I don't believe her)..my problem with remembering things of importance (to others).The last thing I remember thinking (deeply) is whether...

For the first time in my life , I am not going to enjoy the luxury of summer vacations. I feel summer break is our birth right..after all who can work in scorching heat!!..And who could possibly forget the good old school days of May and June ,in my case, college days too. So just to remind myself (and you), is a list of things that defined my childhood's 16x2=32 months - 1.Cable TV ..and a break from DD. 2. Speaking into the cooler , hearing the robot voice. 3.Waking up after noon and no one complained. 4.Video games ( contra my favorite) during the day , cricket in the evening and nadi pahad , hide and seek, chain ,chiclets, inky pinky what color? in the evening 5.Looooonnggg showers. 6.Ice cream or cold drink or ganne ka ras daily. 7.Digging tunnels in sand .. creating under-bridges ..shaking hands . 8.Some more cricket inside the house. 9.Playing hide and seek inside the home ...and your sibling doesn't seek you ...and you come out furiously with after 15 minute...