Existential Absurd

DOOMSDAY If the world ends today I’ll have many regrets let’s open the bay I’ll fret. Never said I love you to my mom and dad not even to my sister always thought that the timing was bad neither to her mister. Never thanked any teacher for the lessons too arrogant even to say ‘morning they always had a passion (for me) thought they would forget me by evening. Never hugged friends thought it was not cool here comes the end it feels like a fool. Never told you how much I loved your smile the way you stroked your hair and those pretty eyes scared of relationship by a distant mile now that you like your classmate, feels very lonely and I often sigh. Only if an hour could be added to my life surely would not waste thinking about my future wife. Instead, would go to people, tell them what I felt would break some barriers and see the ice melt. But only one hour I would like to extend with all the regrets gone, not a single minute more of t...

I went to school today. After over 1200 days. I thought nobody would remember me, but some of them do ( :D ). It felt great to be back where you had the most fun time of your life. You meet old people, people who have been your gurus for 14 years and you realize how much have you changed. And you also realize that how less they have changed. All sirs are the same. Johnsy sir is still uniquely funny. Kothari sir is the same introvert. Ma'ams are always more interested in your personal life (women are really money minded).  I guess people stop changing after a point in life, they just grow old. They say change is good, but what happens when change becomes routine. Maybe that's the point when you stop changing and know yourself. Anyway, I don't know much. I haven't reached that crossroad yet. I wish we had taken some pics so that I could have shared here. But leaving that for the next time. Hoping to meet more teachers that day! Also, semester break is here. I am thinki...