Existential Absurd

aaj itni bhi mayassar nahi maikhane main.. jitni hum chodh diya karte they paimane main.. aaj itni bhi haisiyat nahi mere armaano main.. jitni log bata diya karte they humare farmano main.. aaj itna bhi ishq nahi meri rooh main.. jitna hum baant diya karte the laacharo main.. yuhn to hai ghum bohot dil ke kisi kone main.. par aaj itni muskaan hai mere chehre pe.. jitni muskurahat hume milti thi aawaron se.. aaj itne bhi musalsal nahi tapish in shamaon main.. jitne ye ashq hai meri aakhon main..

And I look and look but find nothing, It's like staring into a clear blue sky, You see the vast indefinite space, Wonder what's behind that, Wonder if it is just a veil hiding some secrets behind, You wait and wait for the shield to lift, But it's just a clear blue sky. But you keep looking up above the world so high , Hold her hands and try to fly, The grass is green below, and slippers by the side, Feel the breeze and the Chords hit the tide, Lie till the sun sets down, and the stars occupy, It's not just a clear blue sky. -SJ