Existential Absurd

I have an antithesis idea of this world. It would like to live in it for a year. A day might sound very good rhetorically , but that isn't enough. Where black would be the superior race and whites slaved in the past centuries. Africa would be what the USA is today. Japan would have dropped atom bombs over it. Russians would be what Greeks and Roamans were. Where India, Pakistan and Sri Lanka would be one country. Pacific ocean would be a a land locked mass . Middle East would be water majority and Chinese would be tall and handsome. Where Europe would be driven mad with civil wars. Russia would be the smallest country and New Zeland the largest. Capital of India would be Chennai. The earth would spin clockwise. Sunny and warm weather at the poles and ice caps at the equator. We would have October, November and December as the 8th, 9th and 10th months of the year.  It would rain in April and winters in June. There would be two moons. One small and large. Where we wou...

"What do you want, Mohit  () " I don't know if this was a question or an exasperated statement by her. All I knew that I didn't have the words to tell her what I wanted. I wanted to smash myself into the wall. She looked at me, incredulously, that even after breaking her heart for a fifth time, I still had the audacity to come up to her. But this time it was different. I had no will to fight back, not because I didn't want her, but because I knew I had broken her. I had left her soulless  I had given her excruciating pain that you wouldn't want for anyone. The pain of a broken heart. I had. Physical pain can be mortified, but the pain your chest feels when you love somebody with everything you had, is beyond placation. Who knows this better than me? Precisely. Precisely the thing that fucked us up. My failure to move on. I stared at her silently. She was trying to hide her pain. I could see the marks of tears running down over her face. She had cried a...